Wednesday, March 30, 2011

烦 烦 烦 呀!!

Go for interviews is very 烦, now wanna quit also 烦。Sammie boy said that he wanna faster work. Well, I can exchange position with him.

Saturday, March 26, 2011

I am very sianz. Everytime I want to save money, it's hard. I don't know why I lend people money. It's not that I am selfish or stingy but 谈钱伤感情. You lend, it's easy. But it's hard to get it back. Well, those people who borrow money, they are responsible to auto return right? Why do they have to pretend that the debt didn't exist? I am very mad that here I am, trying to save money and all that but there they are.. wanting to borrow from me. Hm.. I guess I am having less and less friends.. Whatever~

Sorry, if I am selfish or what but hey, my money is hard-earned okie? Today, I helped my boss called this customer at home.. Totally a waste of my time. Talked from about 9:30pm to 10:45pm still no conclusion. Really WTF!!

Monday, March 21, 2011

We should all:

I think that I am becoming more and more like X and our situation are becoming more and more alike. Fyi, his situation happened at least 1-2 years ago but still.. It gives me a deja vu feeling now.

If you all are confused by what I am typing, you should be. Because nobody else is supposed to understand. I wrote this fmi only. To remind myself that.. When you (I) give, you (I) should not expect anything in return. We should not expect anything in return if we help others, do things for others or just simply perform a kind act. I will remember this. But I will also not be those ungrateful type. I will remember how others have helped me and what they have done for me. If can, I will repay them or help them back unlike some people.

Anyway, I think that I have to treat Robin better. He deserves it =)

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Quite depressing regarding Japan's situation. It never rains but pours. So many precious lives are gone just like that.

Saw in the newspaper that a Singaporean woman donated Sgd 1 million. Wah.. Am thinking if I wanna write a cheque to the red cross to help. If I'm rich, I will surely donate more..

Monday, March 14, 2011

Real Love is all about... unconditional love. So you might ask.. what is unconditional love then? We think about it, hope for it, fantasize about it, go to great lengths to achieve it, and feel that our lives are incomplete without it. For me, I think that real love aka unconditional love is caring about the happiness of another person without any thought for what we might get for ourselves. Is to give without asking/hoping for anything in return. However, sometimes, I really feel that this thinking is so ideal. Too ideal perhaps. Because we all have expectations. Expectations for ourselves, expectations of the kind of life we want and expectations towards our love ones, etc.

Although Robin and I have our ups and downs, I feel that he does love me a lot. I am not sure if it is unconditional love but it is almost there. However, I think that I have difficulty to contain my expectations. Sometimes when we give, we automatically expect something back in return. I shall need to work on that.

Let me recall a memorable moment in my love life. One such moment is on the 9 December 2009 (9/12/09). That was the day Robin asked me officially to be his girlfriend and I have accepted it.

We met in the afternoon at Suntec to try the Singapore Duck Tours. It was our first time taking that ride. Felt like tourists in our homeland. Haha~ Quite cool.

Some photos of us:

It started drizzling a little halfway through the ride. What a bumper! Lucky the rain stopped soon after. Anyway, we had a good time taking the ride, seeing Singapore's scenery, listen to the guide and chatting with each other.

After the ride, we went for dinner at One Rochester near Buona Vista area. We had some difficulty finding the place. Was a little cross with Robin as I have to walk here and there in my heels to find the place. Walked until hungry!!

We were so glad when we finally found the place =) The place was nice and romantic. I felt happier after taking in some food and rest my feet. The food was not bad also.

Robin asked me to be his girlfriend after dinner and I have agreed. That marked the start of our love journey.
Japanese Earthquake and Tsunami

A massive 8.9/9.0 magnitude earthquake hit the Pacific Ocean nearby Northeastern Japan at around 2:46pm on March 11 (JST) causing damage with blackouts, fire and tsunami.

The official death toll following Friday’s massive earthquake and tsunami has topped 1,200, but one police official has been quoted as saying that it could end up passing 10,000.

An estimated 2 million homes in Japan’s north are said to be without power as the temperature there plunges. About 1.4 million are currently without running water, according to Reuters. Here in Tokyo, supermarkets started to run low on fresh produce like eggs, bread and fresh fruit and vegetables, but most stores appeared to still be open as normal, as were many cafes and restaurants.

Quite sad to know this.. This makes me wonder.. We are considered lucky to be in Singapore. To be safe and sound. Therefore, shouldn't we complain less and be more contented with life?

Anyway, may God bless them.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

I know that Robin is very nice to me and everything but sometimes I really buay tahan him. Pisses me off!!

Saturday, March 5, 2011

The world is such a ... place. Even if you are nice to people, people will simply just take advantage of you. Even if I don't wanna owe anyone anything, people will owe me. Even if I wanna save money, people will owe me money. I have just started drinking the company's coffee, wanna save coffee, people will so called "borrow" coffee from me but not return. It's not that I am stingy or anything. I just don't want to be taken for granted all the time. That's why I dislike people more and more. Some people at least.