Went on CNY shopping with Verlene and Sammie boy yesterday. Not bad. Bought quite a number of things. Bought a similar dress as Verlene but the dress is damn tight! Wth lah~ Wasted.

We went to Clarke Quay for dinner. As I walked past those people partying, I suddenly felt old. It seems like I have no energy to club/party.

Oh well~ I have blogged quite little in Jan. Will blog more again in Feb =) Try to anyway. Haha~ Am looking forward to Valentine's Day and Chinese New Year! Yay!! Joyous events xD

I DON'T WANT TO BE A BLUR AND EASY TO BULLY GAL ANYMORE!!!

PS: I'm just annoyed.. annoyed with myself also.

I am suddenly such a conscientious blogger. Haha~ Anyway, celebrated Verlene's birthday with her last Saturday. At first, we wanted to go to tgif but that place is sickening! When I called to make a reservation, they told me reservation closed but they do entertain walk-ins. However, when we were there (walking in), the person told us that there is no table at the moment and asked us to leave our contact number and they'll give us a call if they have seats later. We asked roughly how long does it take but they said they are unable to tell us. WTH okie?!! They want us to wait infinitely? So we decided to just go to Waraku upstairs. Anyway, after we have finished our dinner at Waraku, no one from tgif called us. Stupid service! Boo!!

Happy Birthday gal =) Wanted to surprise her but I think she isn't that surprised. Maybe she more or less guessed what we were trying to do?

Group photo =)

Present for the birthday gal! Haha~ Hope you like it yeah?

After dinner, Yoyo drove us to Dempsey Hill for dessert. We went to the big Ben and Jerry's there. Boy, it was crowded. But overall, it was an enjoyable day =)

Why is my mum so naggy and strict with me? Hello?!?! I am an adult liao okie?!! We share a love-hate relationship~

I am now halfway through reading Breaking Dawn, the last book of the Twilight Saga. Edward is so good to Bella. Haha~ I want a guy like Edward, except that I want a normal human being, not a vampire. Lolx~

PS: I don't know why but I suddenly feel very sorry for people who were abused by their families. The pain is so much more compared to being hurt by strangers.

Sometimes, when I'm not in front of the computer, I'll have some stuff which I want to blog about and I'll make small mental note about it. However, when I'm sitting down in front of the computer, those mental notes suddenly disappear. I have to reorganise my thoughts which makes me lazy to blog. Argh!

Anyway, remember I mentioned that I wanna do a reflection of 2009? I haven't had the time to fully think it through yet. Come to think of it, many things happened in 2009. I gave up a friendship because I can sense that she doesn't really want to befriend me anymore. Although I don't really know the exact reason but I don't think I should force anyone to be my friend or make them unhappy being with me. So I did not try to salvage the friendship. I don't know if it's right or wrong. Sometimes, it's hard to do the right thing or rather the best thing for everyone. Oh well. It doesn't matter. It has been so long already and we can never go back to where we were.

In my last relationship, I desperately wanted to let go of it. I desperately wanted to break up. But it dragged on.. Looking back, it's such a mistake. I guess, it's much easier to break up if both parties agree to it. If one party keeps trying to patch up or anything, it's hard. Or to me coz sometimes I can be rather soft-hearted so.. yeah, my fault. I should be firm and decisive. Anyway, I still want to thank him for letting me go in the end. I felt such a strong sense of relief. More relief than sadness. I have learnt a lot from the past relationship but at the same time, I have paid a high price as the tuition fee. Haha~ Sometimes, when I think back, it isn't worth it at all but.. Oh well, life goes on. Certain things cannot be changed, time cannot be turned back. More about this later when I have the time/mood.

Lastly, I wish to find someone who truly loves me and will do things in my best interest and vice versa. I don't believe in possessiveness as a true love. True love should be selfless and not possessive =)

OMG! I'm having this irritating headache =(

I haven't been blogging for so long that I can't really remember what has happened for all those days. Maybe I should just summarise all the main points =) Anyway, let's start from today. Today, I went to watch Avatar 3D at Cathay with Louisa. The show is nice. But the guy sitting behind me kicked me occasionally. Argh~ I don't like to sit in front of guys. They have long legs =.= Anyway, the show is indeed a nice one. Both of us enjoyed it. And it has been great catching up with Louisa. Can't believe that this is her last semester in NUS (if she's not doing honours). Time really flies. Now that I'm working, I am starting to miss school. I miss being a student.

Sammie boy is suddenly attached. Hm.. I don't know if I should believe him coz the way he said it.. It seems hard to believe. Maybe I should give him the benefit of the doubt and congratulate him. Haha~ After all, it's a good thing! =)

Many new shopping centres/areas in Orchard. Am overwhelmed by them yet sick and tired of Orchard. Haha~ I cannot wait for the IR to open, or something/somewhere more interesting to explore.

I promise to be good to those people who are good to me. I will be there for you, for you will be there for me.

This I promise you.. and myself...

True/good friends are so hard to find. I will treasure them. It is easy to find people/friends to share good times but not hard/bad times.
I will treasure my family even more. Show more tolerance even if my Mum is nagging at me.

I think that Xiaxue and Mike's love story is fantastic. Although many people hate her or call her a bitch, I like how bitchy she is sometimes. Haha~ She has got character! =)

http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com/

Haven't done a reflection on 2009 yet. Will do so soon. Am swarm by many things to do and messages to reply, etc... I really need some solitude time to do the reflection. Hopefully, it will be soon and that I will have a clear mind to think properly and not be tired and hazy.

PS: Let me just list a few things about 2009 down. If not, I doubt that I'll have the time to go back to them.

1. Guess where is this place?

2. My company's DND was quite fun. The theme is Sloppy VS Flashy and I've got the Sloppy theme. (OMG, I don't even remember whether I've mentioned this before! But seems like didn't leh.) My TL, Deming is so on lor. Haha~ Took part in so many games/activities. And I saw the DM, Willy dance. Got many great dancers around. Haha~ It's cool =) And Leah looks really cute that day.

3. Countdown to Christmas with Verlene, Sammie boy, Alan and Yoyo at Minds Cafe. It was fun. Took part in Sammie boy's family's Christmas present exchange. I wish that my family will have Christmas present exchange. That would be fun!

4. Went to watch Sherlock Homes with Robin at Vivocity on Christmas Day. GV Gold Class theatre is really very nice and cool. The service is fantastic too!! (As you all know, I rant more than I rave so when I rave about something, it means that it's really good!)

5. Played Mahjong on 26th Dec. Won $2.10. My first time playing Mahjong using money. It was a nice experience. I love Mahjong! Haha~

That's about all the significant events that I haven't blogged about. And I like all my Christmas presents! xD Thanks everyone =)

Wish that 2010 will be a better year for everyone =) And most importantly, may mine and Diana's new year resolutions come through.

*pray pray*