Life isn't fair. Some good guys I know.. Their girlfriends suck.. Some good girls I know.. Their boyfriends suck.. Hm.. How come? Oops~ I didn't mean to judge people but.. I just can't help voicing out this thought =/

Then I find that some people are so bo liao, they celebrate their monthly anniversary. Isn't the term anniversary for a reason? It's supposed to be annual.

Nobody loves me enough to want me to be genuinely happy. This is sad... =(

Yesterday, I went to Sakura for buffet with Jeffery and his ex-colleagues. The place is pretty good. There are crabs there.. Chilli crabs, yay! But the crabs aren't really those big crabs, so it's kinda difficult to eat them. We went to the Balestier branch as they couldn't reserve seats in Orchard. Hm.. Perhaps one day, I should go try the Orchard branch coz Balestier is really far and inconvenient.

Our training for work is coming to an end soon. Ah~ I will miss the times in training. I will miss my trainee batch and Alvin too. Haha~ Last time thought that Alvin was fierce and stern when he was doing our QA. Sheila and I were kinda scared of him but now, he's fun and amusing. Haha~ He can joke in a straight face and it's hard to know if he meant what he said =.= Haha~ But he's interesting =)

Today, I was so tired that I dozed off immediately when I reached home. I just lied on my bed and zzz. Then it's kinda funny that my Mum didn't even realise that I'm already home and called my hp. =.= Work has made me pretty tired. I long for a nice and good rest. Why doesn't Deepavali fall on Monday? Then I can have a longer "weekend". And Mummy is right. It is easy to spend money than to save money. Think I might have to get a new son soon as I feel that my son might spoil anytime soon. So sad lah. Haiz~ Then I would need to use my savings so I would need to start from scratch and save again. Sianz lor~

Some people simply like to piss me off. I don't know why. Maybe they can get satisfaction out of it. Maybe i should pray harder. To have all the good people around me. Haha~ Is it possible that those irritating people can suddenly become more considerate and thoughtful? Hm.. *pray pray*

By the way, my nuffnang ad isn't earning me any more money. WTH~ Boo~

On Friday, I went for dinner with my colleagues at Bedok interchange there. Had zi char. The food is not bad, I like the toufu and the company is great. We had a great chat. It's cool lah, we can motivate each other to work hard. Like what Sheila said.. Internally, if you can have great colleagues and superior, work is pretty much more fun.

Yesterday, went drinking with Verlene and Sammie boy. At first, we went to Lunar Bar. OMG! I don't like that place. The service sucks. I shall boycott that place. They have rude waitresses. So after we finished our welcome drink (which doesn't taste great as well), we decided to go somewhere else to chill instead. We went to Marrakesh. It's a Moroccan lounge and bar. Quite cool and we looked so local there with all the Indians and Caucasians. Haha~

Jeffery came and fetched me home after that, which I'm thankful for. Thanks dear =)

My grandma wants to go to Malaysia. We were worried for her but we let her go coz her happiness is more important than our worry. This reminds me of something but.. Oh well~ I guess family love is much more greater and better. Shall start appreciating my family more =)

I kop this from Jieying...

两种老公 两种人生‏

A:
她：“老公。帮我接杯水呗。”
他：“石头剪子布。谁输了谁去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”

B:
他们坐在一起看韩剧。她起身。他问“干吗去？”
她：“去接杯水。”
他：“你坐这看吧。我去给你接。”

女人多可怜。她对男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”。
你可以什么都没有。只要你疼她。
她就有足够的勇气把自己的下半辈子交给你。
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A:
他晚上下班。给她打电话:“宝贝儿。我晚上和朋友出去吃饭。”
她：“你不是答应我陪我逛街的吗？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流泪。为什么每次都是这样？

B:
他下班的时候打电话给她:“亲爱的。别人给我一张奥运会的票。
巴西队啊！一会儿我去看球了啊。”
她：“哦。这样啊。好吧。”
他：“怎么不高兴了？”
她：“你忘了。上周说好今天我朋友和她男朋友请我俩吃饭啊。”
他：“哎呀。对不起亲爱的。我忘记了。那我把票给别人吧。
我陪你去吃饭。”
她：“不要了。吃饭可以改天。或者你先去看。我们等你。”
他：“那不行。答应你的事情必须得做到。再说你自己跟他俩在一起
像电灯泡似的。你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”

没等她说完。他很强势的告诉她:“好了。听我的。你收拾一下。
我一会儿去接你。”

其实女人不是不懂事。
只是,她需要碰上一个懂事的男人。
其实,情侣之间,是可以互相的。

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A:
他：“我晚上出去吃饭了啊。”
她：“几点回家？”
他：“九点之前肯定回家。”
九点半，她：“你怎么还不回来啊？”
他：“十点。肯定回家。”
十一点。十二点。一点。两点……
后来。她不再打电话催他。
因为她知道,对于不守承诺的男人,一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:
他：“我晚上出去吃饭。九点之前肯定结束。然后我俩去看电影。”
她：“你能那么快就结束吗？”
他：“放心吧。我答应你了就一定能！”
快到九点的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我马上就到你家了”

信任。是在一件一件小事中建立起来的。
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A:
她生理期。身体不舒服。顶着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
他坐在电脑前面玩网络游戏。
她干完活。躺在床上。长出了一口气。
他看了她一眼：“宝贝儿。辛苦了！”然后转过头。继续玩他的游戏。

B:
她生理期。很难受。起身准备洗衣服。
他拽住她：“你去床上躺着。我来！”
她：“你会做家务吗？你自己洗过衣服吗？”
他：“不会做可以学着做啊。以后你身体不舒服的时候。
我当然得独挡一面！”

女人需要的不只是甜言蜜语,哄她几句,她也许会给你一个微笑。
但是实实在在的呵护,她会对你一辈子的感恩,
并且会回报给你一个温暖的家。
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A:
她给他拿了一包榛子。然后她去洗衣服。
回来的时候。榛子已经被他吃得所剩无几。

B:她拿给他一包榛子。然后自己去收拾屋子。
回来的时候。她看见电脑前面放了一堆剥好的榛子仁。

女人很感性。她炫耀你对她的体贴。就好像炫耀克拉钻一样。
这么廉价的买卖。用一点心思就能收获无比的财富。
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A:
他说：“你是最好的。”
她问：“我哪好？”
他：“学历高。能力强。长得漂亮。对我又这么好。”
她笑了。

B:
他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩儿。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你对身边的每个人都很友善。很无私。对人对生活总是很感恩。
一个人有一颗善良的心。会让周围的人感觉到温暖。
你是我见过最善良的女孩儿。伤害你的人都应该下地 狱！”
她哭了。

一个人。是因为你对他好。所以觉得你好。
一个人。是因为懂得你的好。所以想要对你好。
幸福的恋人。首先应该是一对彼此欣赏的知己。

I want husband B. Haha xD

Went to watch fame with Jeanette earlier on after work. The show was okie but the gal sitting behind was rather irritating. She kicked my chair a few times although she wasn't sitting directly behind me. Oh boy~ Sickening! I don't like all these inconsiderate people.

Gonna hang out with my colleagues after work on Friday. Am looking forward to it =)

PS: I wish I can be less bothered about how other people feel and don't let other people affect me.

Lastly, someone hacked into my gmail and blog and changed my password. WTH!!

Adding on to the earlier post, some people are a pain in the ass but they don't realise it. Some people are a pain in the ass, other people tell them, they know it but don't want to leave other people alone. Want to continue to be such a pain. I really hate such people.

I feel sorry for myself.. really. Coz I feel so stressed by such a pain in the ass person that I actually thought of suicide. Okie, that's bad and it's a scary thought. But I was just wondering.. Is this the only way to be rid of such a person/stress/pressure? Is that the only way I can find peace.. probably eternal peace? But.. Life is too precious to just die like that. It's like so wasted. Not even meaningful.

Haiz~ Really don't know why some people can drive other people to their grave. So bad! Or do I actually have a low tolerance? Like that I better not have kids coz I think will kenna qi si! Ah yoh~ I'm still feeling very stress that I broke down and cried. Haiz~ I wish to be a strong person who won't be affected by all these jerks. I wish to get away from here, from everyone and everything and just experience a new life by myself. Maybe one day, I shall go on a holiday by myself. Would that be fun? Anyway, life is too short to have so many regrets. I should just do what I want and enjoy my life the way I want it. What right has anyone got to actually tell me how I should lead my life and tell me what I can do or what I cannot do? I shall just do as I please now.. I DO NOT care!

I'M SO FREAKING MAD RIGHT NOW!!!!!

My blood is really boiling. Someone told me that he thinks that clubbing = flirting. When I (or any gal) go clubbing, we go there to flirt, to be touched by guys. WTH~!! That sounds so cheap and it's damn insulting lah. Not only insulting the gals but he's also insulting the guys. There may be decent guys who just go there to dance or accompany friends. Then do they deserve to be treated like some perverts? WTH! I feel indignant for all clubbers. They/we DO NOT deserve to be insulted! Those who do not respect others, they do not deserve to be respected! That person can really go and f off. It makes my blood literally boiling! And now I'm feeling chest/heart pain. I think really too mad. Hope I don't have heart attack...

I wanna go do invisalign. Sounds cool. Hope it's not pain coz I'm damn scared of pain lah! Ooh~ There seem to be so many things which I wanna do!

It's October already! Time flies.. So fast. Today, I can finally take a break at home. Slept a lot. But it seems like the more I sleep, the more lethargic I get. Don't know why but I'm always feeling tired somehow. Oh well~ Treated my family to Waraku yesterday at Central, Clarke Quay. It was a nice meal =) Now is my turn to treat them liao. Just a thought.. I wanna eat crabs! Haha~