I've made a wasted trip!!

Today, I went to Pro-health 24 hours Medical Clinic to get a flu jab and shun bian see a female doctor for my butt area problem. When I reached there, I was told that there is no female doctor. Like so WTH can!!! Why don't they update their board (outside the clinic) and their website? And the clinic attendant looked so damn sianz. Ah yoh, like that patients see already will be even more sianz. Shouldn't clinic attendants smile more so that they will brighten up the sick patients' day?

In the end, I went back to my regular doctor for the flu jab. Haha~ I like him, he's a nice doctor =)

I don't really know how to do the html code for uploading photos from my computer. Maybe I can try uploading it onto my photobucket then upload here again or something. Hm.. Really don't know. Got to try. But I'm kinda lazy now so.. Will try it soon okie?

Happy Graduation Yimei. Welcome to a World of Possibilities xD!

PS: Blogging in html is really tough!
PPS: I really need to adjust my body clock and sleeping time.

The bug in Blogger is gonna make my blog so dull and uninteresting. I cant insert any photos or whatever. Haiz~ I wanna find a picture and wish Yimei, a Happy Convocation, also cannot. Oh well~ I hope Blogger can fix the bug fast. Please.. And if anyone knows Blogger's email/way to contact the support team or what, please tell me. Thanks =)

PS: I'm going to try blogging in html codes. See how~ But it will take up more of my time =/

I know you love me a lot and I can probably not find another guy who loves me as much.. but at the same time you also hurt me a lot. Hm..

I think blogger hates me coz now I cant change the font colour, can't upload photos/videos, can't paste a weblink, etc.. Hm.. I shall consider moving my blog elsewhere. Hm.. Any idea which other blog engine is good?

Wow~! It's amazing. I can finally blog. Hm.. Maybe blogger doesn't like me? Boo~ Anyway, as I said I will.. Let me blog about the 22/7/2009 solar eclipse. Wanted to watch it in the morning but I can't wake up so I watched the repeated telecast at night. Somehow, it doesn't look amazing and I don't feel anything special watching it on TV. But I saw many people in China gathering to watch the eclipse in an open air. Hm.. I presume that atmosphere would be better. Somehow, watching it on TV just makes me feel normal, as if the eclipse is nothing that special.

Okie.. In case you are wondering what is the solar eclipse all about...

"The solar eclipse of 22 July 2009 was the longest total solar eclipse during the 21st century, not to be surpassed until June 2132.[1] It lasted a maximum of 6 minutes and 39 seconds off the coast of Southeast Asia,[2] causing tourist interest in eastern China, India and Nepal.[2][3][4] This was the second in the series of three eclipses in a one-month period, being book-ended by two minor penumbral lunar eclipses, first on July 7 and last on August 6."

For more information, please refer to:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solar_eclipse_of_July_22,_2009

The Solar Eclipse =)

Something's wrong with blogger. I can't seem to blog properly. Argh~!! Wanna blog about the solar eclipse thingy but.. oh well. Later or what bah.

I wanna bitch about someone who's damn niao and calculative!! Haha~! Thought guys are supposed to be more da fang but apparently, he's not. Oh well~

And don't know why I'm such a worrywart. Worry about this and that. Scared about this and that. Haha~ Scared that what I wrote here will/may offend people and such or that people will keep questioning me for the details. Hm.. Didn't mean to offend anyone k? Already didn't mention the names all that. So people, dont dui hao ru zuo okie?

PS: Something's wrong with my chinese software =.=

When people are attached, they have less time for their friends or other things. Wanting the best of both worlds makes me sooooo tired. Hm.. Maybe it's time I become more Jeff-oriented? Or become more Jiahui-oriented since I feel so tired almost everyday. Need more time for my precious beauty sleep. Ah~ Time~ I really want and need more of you! Please don't pass so fast. xD

Hm.. I am really amazed by how little sleep I can survive on for this whole week. Maybe that's why I am on sleepy mood/mode for the whole week. Seriously suffering from sleep deficit.

Anyway, today (or rather yesterday), went out for lunch with my family then proceeded to one of my aunties house to take graduation photos. The usual questions regarding jobs, etc.. came in. Damn sianz and stressed.

In the evening, met Verlene and Co at Vivocity for dinner. Dinner was fun. Had a great time suaning people and being suaned. Yeah, so weird right? Being suaned also happy. But yeah, it's the company that counts =) And I get to be tactless and suaned people what. So it's cool xD After dinner, we went to Harry's Bar to chill out.

Jeff came and fetched me back and we had a mini quarrel in the cab. Then I tried to remain my cool. Even when I'm back home and on msn. Gosh~ It's so xin ku to bie those things which I wanna say in my heart lor. Ah~ Totally feel like bursting but I wanna try how is it like controlling my temper and be as polite and tactful as I can. But really lah, it's difficult. I feel that I am so not myself. I hate feeling so restricted, I just wanna speak my mind leh. Boo~

Then now I wonder.. Can people really accept you for who you are? Can they really accept your flaws? Yeah, I do have many flaws.. That I admit. Jeff said that he can accept them but now I am not so sure. Not saying that he lied or something but maybe he really believes that he can but in actual fact he can't. If he can accept all my flaws then he won't ask me to change right? I mean, if he asked me to change to be more tactful and to control my temper better.. That's like he can't accept my flaws of being tactless and temper right? If he truly can, he wouldn't have wanted me to change.

Okie, one more thing to wonder.. I wonder if there is anyone in this world who can totally accept all my flaws and love me for who I am? Maybe only my family?

PS: Jeffery's temper is worse than mine! But he doesn't show it in front of other people/friends. Only to me. Boo hoo~!

Singapore confirms first H1N1-related death.

http://swineflu.breaking.sg/2009/07/18/singapore-confirms-first-h1n1-related-death/

Everyone be careful and take care of your health =)

It's amazing how we can get so worked up and affected by small things. Hm.. Maybe like just a comment or a question. But.. it's hard to control emotions mah. Am pissed can act like not pissed meh? Jiamin also got pissed when people commented about her. Then I advise her not to be pissed. Ah~ But it's always easier to advise people than to do it yourself. Why some people like Diana and Jeanette fail to piss me off ah?

I don't know if I should change my blog add leh. I love this add. It's the same as my gmail email account and yeah.. I just love it. But thanks to someone, I've accidentally exposed my blog to someone whom I don't wish that he sees it. OMG! Sianz. Then I can't bitch about him here yeah. Damn it!

Suddenly I'm just not looking forward to Sunday yeah. Sorry Shan. Very hard to 看开. Sianz~ I'm watching my dear harry yet not looking forward to Sunday. Oh well~ Stupid life~ It's so hard to be happy when the people around you are so bent on pissing you off.

Ritz, Marriott Hotels in Jakarta Hit by

Bombings; 8 People Die

http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601087&sid=a_SusXvRLY.0

I first saw the news in the office. Oh my God~!! So sad lah. I hate all these bombings.. killing lives only. WTH~!! Then my boss said next time cannot stay in a five star hotel, will be a target for these terrorists. Haiz~ Sad lah =( RIP~

Below are more stories regarding the bombing. Hm.. Maybe this can make us appreciate life better? And how wonderful that we are still staying in peace and that we are alive and healthy =)

http://news.asiaone.com/News/Latest%2BNews/Asia/Story/A1Story20090717-155374.html

What do you do when you discovered that someone or your good friend has lied to you? Hm.. Well, I suppose if they are white lies and didn't harm anyone, it should be okie right? After all, they may lie to cover up their secrets or coz they feel 自卑。 Anyway, there are certain things which I/we all don't wanna tell people and when they keep bugging you or what, you just come up with a white lie or something to pacify them. Haha. I can totally understand that coz there is something private about me which most people don't know and somehow, I don't feel comfortable to let people know leh. Oh well~ Life is hard =( Being a good person is even harder. I'm not a good person =/

I hate it when people don't keep their promises/words. No matter how small the matter/thing is, the principle behind it still stays the same. You have broken your words/promises.

Ahh~ But I've just learnt one thing. Don't say people too much. Later I also become like that =/

Let's name Bearbear, Berry =)

I've got a new love =)

Dear Bearbear's story..
http://carteblanchegreetings.com/metoyou/stories/

Don't know why the embedding for this song is disabled. Anyway, I just post the link here lah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6qzVGOZZlVA





別再為他流淚
詞：黃婷
曲：易桀齊
編曲：吳慶隆

你走了太久一定很累　他錯了不該你來面對
離開他就好就算了心情很乾脆

他其實沒有那麼絕對　遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾丟在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追　以後為自己醉
(Ending: 以後管他是誰)

每段感情都非常珍貴　他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心碎

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑　什麼夢都不比你的美
多少年以後想起他還有些體會　那時你已無所謂

OMG~! I wanna dedicate this song to Verlene and me =)

I'm flooding my blog with songs...



Nsync - This I promise you
Lyrics:
Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

But promises can be broken =(



Like a Rose
by A1

Ben: and as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
Ill see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Til life is gone
Ill keep your loving near

And now Ive finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
Theres something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how youll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now Ive finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You opened doors I closed
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose





My Heart Will Go On
by Celine Dion

Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And youre here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till were gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And youre here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Youre here, theres nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
Well stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

By the way, my brother was back this morning at 1am plus. He bought me an oversize t-shirt =.=. Anyway, it's the thought that counts. He did buy me something.. Already very rare, so can't expect too much. Lolx~ I felt too troubled last night to take a photo of that t-shirt. Will do it when I feel like it. And he bought quite a lot of alcohol, don't know for what. Maybe I should kop it and drink. Wahaha~ =P

Okie, I need my rest now. Ciao~

PS: Sorry, I have lots of photos which I feel too lazy to upload.

You are so cruel. You gave me hope and you dashed it. Or maybe this is my punishment for being so stupid and naive to believe you. How come some people only realise their mistakes when the hurt and damage are done? But hurt and damage are irreversible.

http://dovehairtherapy.com.sg/

This is fun.. Try it! You can see yourself in different hairstyles and hair colours.

Congrats to everyone~ We have graduated. See ya later =)

Somehow, I can't upload pictures/photos. WTH~!!

And I seriously feel so pissed at my mother. Like so WTH also. Sometimes, it's so hard to be filial.

On 6/7, Monday, I went to watch Duplicity with Louisa. But we were both lost in the show. Got many parts we were not clear about. Haha~ We are more suited for no-brainer kind of show. Oops~

When you believe
by Mariah Carey

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopefull song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long
Before we knew we could


There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe


In this time of fear
When prayers so often prove(s) in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here
My heart's so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words
I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe


They don't (always happen) when you ask
(Oh)
And it's easy to give in to your fears
(Oh...Ohhhh)
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see your way straight throught the rain
(A small but )still resilient voice
Says (hope is very near)
(Ohhh)

There can be miracles
(Miracles)
When you believe
(Lord, when you believe)
Though hope is frail
(Though hope is frail)
It's hard to kill
(Hard to kill, Ohhh)
Who knows what miracles,you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will(somehow,somehow, somehow)
somehow you will
You will when you believe

You will when you
You will when you believe
Just believe...in your heart
Just believe
You will when you believeeeeeeeeeee

Got one relative getting married and this is their marriage vow. So touching~ =)

I, take you to be my lawfully wedded husband/wife. My faithful partner, my constant friend, and my love from this day forward. In the presence of God, our family, and our friends, I solemnly pledge to stand by you in sickness and in health, in joy and in sorrow, in times of celebration and in times of despair.

I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in all of your endeavours, to laugh with you and to cry with you, to honour and to respect you, and to cherish you with all my heart for as long as we both shall live.

Would anyone do that for me?

Latest update about the swine flu... It's getting worse.

http://swineflu.breaking.sg/category/swine-flu-outbreak-2009/
http://www.moh.gov.sg/mohcorp/default.aspx

OMG! At the rate I'm eating, I'll be fat.. I'll gain back the weight I've lost. WTH~!

Going to send my brother off at the airport later... He's going to Japan!! Wah.. I wanna be packed in his luggage xD

Many people said that they won't 重色轻友，but they do in actual fact. Don't these people realise that they have less friends? Or that their friends are slowing detaching/leaving them? Hm.. But I assume that they don't care. Their partners are the most important to them. That's fine, I can accept that but just don't turn to your friends when you need help or having some trouble in your relationship. Your friends aren't your spare tyres, I don't wanna be taken for a spare tyre. That's why I tried to balance between both of them coz I believe everyone should have a balanced relationship with their friends and partners. But apparently, I wasn't doing a very good job in it =(

PS: My dear son still isn't working properly leh. So laggy. Boo!
PPS: I don't like to impose my will on other people but I don't know why they like to force me to do things to suit them. Really sianz diao.

I no longer know what I really want. This is a yucky feeling. Boo!!

I am so afraid of getting hurt again. Is this being too selfish?

Bloody hell, no more space in Paya Beach Resort on 17/7 and 24/7. Why are so many people going on a holiday in July? So disappointing! Jiamin even bought a bikini, I wanna take photos with her in bikini. Wahaha~

Really pray hard that got space in August.